There’s just so much absence of words
And you tell me you’ll never lie to me
But leaving certain things out isn’t exactly the truth.
I’m only blind when I want to be.
But maybe its no use.

“Once was always will”
But I’m praying so hard you prove them wrong.
If you try just a little harder,
If I’m there by your side to help you pull it together.
Please be honest.
Please don’t lie.

You mustn’t realize how deep your rooted in my heart.
Everyday my feelings for you grow stronger yet you leave me in the dark.
You build me up so high, and then don’t follow through.
You speak these words which to me are like unofficial promises.
But then your actions cut right through me,
And what am I supposed to do?

I never knew such jealousy, until I fell for you.