". . . when im a walkin' i strut my stuff, and im so strung out. i'm high as a kite and i just might stop to check u out." " like a blister in the sun . . . . big hands i know your the one."

-violent femms are stuck in my head and now their stuck in urs too.

happy fucking jan, 1st. i really didnt want to be alone tonight but i got grounded. . .i wanted to be getting drunk . . .so that i wouldnt be thinking about how this was the aniversery of my house fire and how i was homeless and lost everything a year ago today. . .and most of all how my best friend hates me now and if ur reading this i miss u so very much.. . . .. . . . . . . . . gosh i wish i was wasted .

um yeah... so im getting dread locks and i will have nice clean small ones and it will be fun... even if it means people dont find me attractive because of it.... im going to love my dreads and they will be the best dreads ever. just so u all kno.

um ne one who reads some of these poems...

can u tell me in the comments on the poem or coment on

my journal and tell me if u think they'd make a good

song. much appricated if u would.

yesterday was fun.... me and miki had to go buy a little kids birthday gift for tasha at old navy....then i told miki to shoot me if i ever bought ne thing from old navy.

then mik bought me a wonka bar and it melted all over my fingers like whoa.


then we went to the foot ball game fashionably late and i saw alot of people im really gonna miss now that i go to a new school.

then we all went out to rex's house.

then we went to grandblac to go eat and there was this really hot guy with a mohawk and i told him excuse me sir but u are gorgeous but his buddy thought i was talkin to him he wasnt bad lookin but he was a preppy ass fuck who had the nerve to ask me and jackie if we wanted to come get drunk with him tomorrow night. haha yeah so we can get date rapped? hes like no u can bring all the guy friends u want.

haha. dumb ass.

mari needs to learn to shut her mouth when gorgous people are in my presence.

but damit there was like no room in leahs car and i got to be the loser who had to sit on someones lap instead of being sat upon lol.